Hi again,

I think this is an interesting reveal:

But the moment I start writing something, my mind starts giving me signals that I need rest, I should sleep.

My guess is this an exception to your feelings when you sit to compose one of your free “samples.” My guess is when composing freely for free you feel free and alive and excited like someone embarking on an adventure.

Remind yourself with a huge inner poster:

I get the gigs Because I have Some Talent!

For our creating parts: Playwright Irene Fornes continually changes her process and teaches her students to do the same. One student protested, and she declared: "You must always keep changing your process!" bouncing her hands in the air. "Because there are two of you, one who want to write and one who doesn't. The one who wants to write has to keep fooling the one who doesn't."

Which bring me to Parts Work. I’ll vet two links.

An overview of "parts work" (inner-family therapy) - p. 1 of 7 especially note the reference to confidence (or its lack) at 3: 25

Gestalt Therapy performance with the Inner Critic

I often do my Parts Work in writing as I practiced when I was doing much moe dream work. Search for examples round PC if interested.

Plenty to explore for now,

Revu2