My therapist keeps traumatizing me and I’m thinking about calling it quits. It is a little bit difficult because I have been with her for five years. It is bad enough that I don’t think I could possibly trust another therapist after dealing with her. It’s difficult though because I’m going through another depressive episode. I am to a point though that I show up late leave early and I am barely talking to her in session. Today just seem to put the nail in the coffin. I am not even sure I am going to say goodbye I think I may just not go back. In this case I don’t think talking to her about it changes anything. Her apologizing would not change anything and it would be nothing to me so I don’t think I have anything to benefit by going back there.