Do you notice that I have been trying to look at you? I could possibly tell you this! Also, I understand from PC forum that instead of just saying, I hate food, I could say I need help feeling safe talking about food. And, I really want to be able to use the gift certificates to buy something for myself, but I seriously can't imagine going into the shops. I get that you'll accept them as copay, but I feel like I should push myself to go into shops. So instead of saying all this, I just show up and say, yes, I've been taking all my meds (which is almost a true statement) and my family is great and my job is going about as well as it could at this point in the year.