I'm pretty much the same - I haven't spoken much at all. theres only been one session where i've made a sentence up.
and then i regretted opening my mouth.
so, i know exactly how it is.
it's like i'm scared of her knowing whats going on in my head.
idk.
When she asks me a question i'm uncomfortable with i just turn my head - she gets the message.

Part of me's thinking about letting her see my diary, but it's got some pretty screwed up stuff in there.
ssoo idk.

you're not alone.
((((numbers))))
xx