I could have wrote your post. I'm shocked! I'm also not depressed but unmotivated. I didn't pay my electric bill and they closed our account. That has never happened to me before. I didn't shower for two weeks. I just don't give a crap. I've also debated whether its meds or lack of anxiety. My anxiety motivates me. I don't have any advice, I am just stunned to see this. Thank you.