I’ve gotten worse, so I had to go on the lithium. When #### you said while hypomanic shows up on your job review, well, then what else can you do? The crash down from that hypomanic event was terrible too.

So, it’s been a few months now. I don’t know when I’ll get used to this. Price I have to pay. I feel very blah. I don’t care about anything. I can’t reduce the lithium because I’m in the suboptimal range as it is.

I suspect that I will forget about hypomania. My employer has already changed their view on me. You might laugh, but my boss thinks I changed my behavior because he pointed it out to me. I can’t just say, “it’s the lithium.”

I just got a raise.

I like this money, so, I’m going to dance with it (lithium).