The most important person is you, your t can help you with the parts of this that is helpful for you. Others denying it will not be of importance, you know and that is the important thing. Getting it out will help you see it clearer, the issues it has (and is) creating for you- hopefully it will get easier to heal.

Regarding the love, no, I don’t think that is wrong. I think people don’t love other people for reasons. What the reasons are can be different for different people. Some just don’t feel connected- and that can have reasons as well. Some don’t love themselves enough.

You are really going through so much, and still you seem very strong. You are stronger than you think, and I do love your sense of humor.

Ps: I really really hope there is a way to get a dentist helping with that tooth, that is barbaric to do yourself.