I'm not super attached. I see her Thursdays. By Monday I'll usually be wishing to see her again just because I need to bring up the issue again with someone, not necessarily her. I just don't have anyone else to talk to about traumatic memories. We rarely e-mail, I think we've only had two e-mail conversations in a year that weren't related to scheduling. My current t to me is an average t. She's not the best I've had but she serves her purpose. Since I don't have to pay her since it's state funded I'm not complaining. When I had ts I felt closer to I was a little more attached. She doesn't show much emotion so it's hard for me to get close to her emotionally. I do share quite a bit with her though.
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