I have been seeing my current P'doc who also does therapy for over 10 years. I haven't moved very far in psychological terms. This last year has been a rough one and I have been inpatient 3 times.

Last time I saw him we spoke about wasting each other time. I asked him if I was wasting his time and he said it was more about wasting my time. There are times when I wonder that he is more of a 'paid' friend. I don't have people in my life that will listen. (Apart from here).

So I am wondering if it's time to stop.