You said you are lonely. You can be in a room with a thousand people and still feel alone. I think the answer to your “ problem “ lies within. Once I went through the pain your now feeling. I’m still “alone” even though I got the people in my life that I thought would cure the loneliness. Once you become, I’ll say , “ self integrated “ , for want of a better term , your “longing “ for someone to fill that void you feel in your heart will dissipate.
JMOHO.