What is an FOO?
I'm sorry your family is so strained. I know some of how that feels.
My parents did such a great job. I have a sister that's only spoken to one family member twice in over 20 years.
I woke up this morning drenched in sweat. I had dreams of it all night long. As soon as I woke up, I wanted to vomit because it felt that bad, but it wasn't happening. I rolled back up into my cold wet blanket and fell asleep again anyway. I've since washed it and me.
I am going to try to push this all away until Tuesday, and take it up with my t. My face looks its normal gruesome today so that's much better than yesterday. I'm going to the gym late today and I'm ok with that. I really don't need five workout hours every Sunday or any day. Do I? My knees still hurt some anyway. I'll be wearing one of my psycho shirts I got from my aunt today, "free hugs," in hope that I can give some away.