He doesn’t mind if he knows that I have something that I want to talk about but have trouble saying it. I know I should just say it.

I’m scheduled for an appointment tomorrow but I don’t know if they will see me because I don’t have any money to take. They’re usually pretty understanding as long as I am paying something.

I really need to see my therapist and I don’t know what to do.

The situation with my dad was horrible and he was beginning to say horrible things to me like that I was faking my disorders and using that as an excuse. I was horrified! I would NEVER choose this. The depression and panic attacks prevent me from functioning like everyone else. I have tried and tried to explain to him what my disorders are like and what it’s like to live with them. He won’t listen.

And he refused to give me any money for expenses. So I told him that he had to go.