(((((((((((( Patty ))))))))))))))
You haven't failed at this before....you were doing practice runs!! Everytime you attempt quitting, you learn something more about the process. I have heard drug addicts say that quitting smoking was harder than quitting the drugs.
The thing about cigarettes is that it's more than just a mind over matter thing...its an addiction and the emotional bond with cigarettes is so very hard to break.
I am sending you thoughts of strength and persistance to tackle this addiction. You Go Girl!!! (one of these days I'll quit again too)

sabby