ECT saved me more than once. I had it the first time when i was 19. I had been in a perpetual mixed state for a year, had 7 hospital stays, and tried countless meds. I was terrified and wanted to say no but the hospital dr said basically it’s ect or state hospital. I knew I didn’t want to go to the state hospital. So I did ECT. It took a few sessions but I started to feel better after a a few weeks. I had 15 sessions total. And I was able to go med free for six years afterward.
But I do caution that for me at least, it’s not a complete cure. I’ve had to have it twice more. I still have to be on meds. I refuse to do maintenance treatments at this point but I might in the future if the need arises.
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Of course it is happening inside your head. But why on earth should that mean that it is not real?
-Albus Dumbledore
That’s life. If nothing else, that is life. It’s real. Sometimes it
f—-ing hurts. But it’s sort of all we have.
-Garden State
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