I like my manic monster when we play nicely together, but it has been worse/stronger the latest years. And mixed is awful.

Thanks, yes- I will get a therapist. I will try that, but only time will tell how this develop, and I am trying to accept that the illness might have ‘evolved’ too much to handle without medication. Or maybe not.

And as WC says, it is better to take action before it gets out of hands again.

Thanks, you are a lovely bunch of people in here