I'm a cutter to the core...me and my razors...anyways, if I'm not cutting and am bored or something, my mind and my imagination wanders. A lot of the time I'll just glance at my wrists and can almost see the blood pouring from wounds that don't exist. Often times I want to feel it, to see it more than anything. It drives me insane sometimes. I don't know if anyone else has ever experienced this or not. I experience it on a daily basis...but only when I'm alone and at night time. No nothing bad happened to me when it was dark out...it's just that's when I'm all alone.

Anyone who has experienced this is very much welcome to reply...I guess anyone's welcome...oops.