For about a week or so I have been seeing demonic beings,cat paws coming from above my head, pentagrams when I close my eyes and countless other images.
I have been paranoid and suspicious of those I care about.
I have been in and out of psych wards for years and I am torn between going to the ER, crisis care, or hoping they will go away.
To make it worse my man is getting out of jail tomorrow. He was locked up on Jan 8 and I have only seen him once.
I'm not sure what to do. When I think of psych wards I want to literally cry.
I realized how important he is to me and I know I will miss him.
After no water or sleep for 3 days I had this episode where I was shaking and hot my vision blacked out i was light headed and it took me a while to notice I was being asked if I was alright.
What was this and how do I stop these hallucinations?