I pushed you too far again. U said you were annoyed but I was expecting that. I'm sorry, I wish I could stop. My goal is to not contact u for a while . I need to stop the distress cycle im sorry I annoyed u, I know it's not the first time . You said you're not angry , but are annoyed. I am annoying. I get it. I am sorry and I will do better. Please be gentle w me Wednesday . Please I can't handle anything else. I'm sorry I pushed ur buttons . I want to be better