Where will you be going at the end of the week?

You sound very stressed. I hope you can find a way to calm yourself down a bit and take things one day at a time. Here us something to remember: You always have the option of not responding to someone who says something upsetting or challenging to you. Sometimes saying nothing is the most powerful thing to do. You don't have to let another person lure you into a debate. When someone gives you unsolicited advice, you can choose to simply let it pass by you without you reacting to it. There is nothing for you to "defend" yourself against. Your friends father wasn't trying to make you do anything. It's his house. If he wants to say something, just treat it as noise in the background.

I hope you will find a safe place to go to.