i have come to realize that i need to take a mood stabilizer but i still cannot bring myself to tell my doctor about my symptoms of bipolar. maybe im afraid of the stigma and i just dont want to admit i am this weak. i will never tell my family or friends(although some of my friends have already figured it out) i am so good at pretending to be okay that i even fool myself sometimes and the cycles catch me off guard. i just need to medicate myself so i can keep this problem a secret from everyone including myself. so i wonder.... how can i get an anonymous prescription?
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