I did a huge HUGE mistake going into this relationship... I got the lesson ... I can promise myself never get fooled by this kind of stuffs anymore but I can't risk my life again telling him about all this **** ..I have a 7 yrs old son.. If my husband coundnt forgive me It will ruin my son's life as well....Yes I always believed in honesty but at this point It will ruin our life and that will happen only for that guy whom I hate like anything...I need to forgive myself first.