T - A. I am actually looking forward to meeting with you in 2 days for therapy. That could change in any given millisecond, and, that doesn't mean I will be able to talk to you about things I need to talk about. It's reinforcement for me to keep trying to overcome the godawful fears I so often project onto you. I do know you're a good egg. I just wish my wounded inner parts knew it too.

B. I'm gonna go out on a limb here and admit that right now a small part of me is looking forward to seeing you and your new office, too.