If I've ever been fair to myself, I have no knowledge of it. Life's not fair.
I did manage a decent workout after some chat with a friend helped calm me down enough to go in. Now settling after 32 minutes elliptical, 50 minutes Pound, and 60 minutes yoga. Getting very hungry!
I also had to make sure my eyes were open. Closed eyes meant I had to deal with myself and I'm not willing to do that right now. How will I sleep if I can't close my eyes? I don't yet know.
I see my t in 18 hours and change. I'm counting it down because I'm both worried he'll commit me and that I might not tell him. My insides are hyper upset, like I've been punched by a semi truck.