T,
I hate feeling so needy I'm not sure why I told you what I did, I just did. It is true that i didn't want you to know that about him because I want for somebody in my life (other than me) to actually care about what other people have done to me. I feel like everyone got a pass because it was 'just' me. What I have told you about the past that happened in regards to said person, remains to be absolutely true. I'm not going to ever be one of his adoring fans. I would rather be stupid me than be anything like him.