I didn't get the job, but I've found many other jobs that I'm qualified for to apply to. As strange as it seems, one of my favorite past-times is looking for jobs. I've been doing a lot of it recently and find that it is fun to me. I don't know why I feel this way but whatever, right? At least I feel like I'm having fun!

I talked to my doctor about changing my meds a while ago, and she did, and I feel completely better. No more delusions. Fewer overtoned voices. Nothing new. I'm sticking with my goals mostly this year while 80 something percent of resolutions are abandoned by this time. I'm generally feeling much better.