OK so my parents think Im a manipulative liar. And they're kinda right. But I've lied so much they won't even believe the truth anymore. Today, the dog yelped because I pet it rough. They didn't believe me. They told me I had to have pounced on it or something. We spent an hour arguing over this, and they were really mad at me! I felt entirely stuck. It was the truth, but they weren't buying it. They started to yell after a while. I did not change my story because if was the absolute truth. And now my dad took my phone away. Great. I feel like they're completely mad at me now. Eventually I gave in and told them I landed hard on her, even though it was a lie, just to get the argument to stop. I swear I just pet her rough. We already have trust issues because I lie so damn much about small things, and this just put on thin ****ing ice! I wanna run away and disappear, my parents don't trust me. Im a manipulator of the truth, I admit that and feel bad for it because now my parents won't believe anything I say and when I wake up in the morning they might still be mad at me! I want to go away and start afresh and I wish I taught myself to be honest rather than trying(and failing miserably) to avoid confrontation. Sorry, just needed tom get a that off my chest
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