I apologized calmly and quietly without getting into it and asked for more chores.

Everything is “fine”. I validated my friend on how she was really tired from working and let her lecture me about retail (I have an interview on Friday at a retail store). The more you validate the more people talk.

Then she said her classes were starting up next week so it was best if I left by the end of the week. Her reiteration of something we both had agreed on makes me think she is still mad.

I am getting really annoyed at her for a whole slew of things, not just the incident. Things are only “fine” not actually fine. I want to cut her from my life. I know if i decrease my commitment she will hate me forever. It’s all or nothing.. But I want out. I don’t have confidence in her. I wouldn’t be inclined to speak highly of her to others. I can’t vouch for her.

I just don’t want to deal with her. I need a long break from her. I have already made two friends from strangers here. I am ok.

I would rather fight openly. But I guess it’s not worth it. This “fine” but undercurrents of anger is unsettling. I don’t like it at all.