Definitely about hte porn thing Im trying to quit that . heres something else I tried to post this to DOC JOHN and it kept saying "access denied".

So, heres whats going on. I've been straight as an arrow my whole life, barely had even a thought of male to male sexuality and always was addicted to women. I used to have sex with my ex 3 times a day, masterbate with the aid of porn all the time, etc. I always was most attracted to a girls face. However, these things have kinda carried on. I still watch porn all the time, almost to an addiction. I have been dealing with much sexaulity anxiety. First off, It feels like I am like not nearly as attracted to the female body and the vagina looks weird/disgusts me at times now. Why is that? I think I have a sexaul images problem, I probably also suffer from HOCD in that I am dealing with anxiety ill be fine then. I dont know whats going on but one day i feel so gay like i think im crushing guys then i feel its anxiety like. I have no idea what that means. I really dont want that lifestyle nor to be intimate with a man or anythign like that I only want that with women maybe im just bored I dont know. Well whatever is going on I feel very messed up and ashamed and its really taking over my life. What does this mean? Help!