Maybe you need to try changing at another lication where you don't already have a bad reputation. It is nit easu to prove yiu have changed to people you have already annoyed by your behavior.

Go somewhere new & start over there making a new GOOD reputation for yourself.

After already pushing that manager to the piint you did, it will be almost impossible to regain her respect.

By the time I left my H because of his behavior honestly even if he had been able to change he had made me so angry at him I never want to see him ever again. When you push people to the point you did, they dont want to have anything more to do with you. Much better to start over fresh in a new location where your bad reputation doesn't already exist to prove you can change.

You don't even know you will change. Why in the world do you think they should give you a chance only to go through the same thing if you can't chsnge?

What happened to the other job you had to focus on. I thought you had a solid other job you had been at for quite awhile to focus on, not just the seasonal one?

Go prove you can change at a new place.