I'm sorry for rambling, I don't even want to read all that.
It's all over the place and it's hard to read.

I just feel dismissed when I bring this up and due to family history I'm branded.

In the end anything I'm treated for I can take to help myself as a whole.

I understand that ADHD meds can trigger mania in bipolar patients.

I just relate to so much when reading the ADHD in women and the memory of when I was young.
Which is just an added trigger for me if being dismissed.

Thanks though.