Almost no sleep and no food for a week, energetic to the point of bursting. I was working on some grandios masterplan, fixing things. And in a blink of an eye turned suicidal. It was like being split in two, one person really manic and one really suicidal (not actually depressed, more that one was exhausted and scared to death by the other…).
Arguing wether to kill myself or keep working on the plan. Beauty and the beast, up close and racing in a game of life.
Best and worst time of my life, heaven and hell.
Spent a week in hospital, spent months recovering mentally afterwards.