Pdoc knew things were bad looking at me. I actually said it out loud to her.
"I'm not surprised" was her reply. Me either
She also asked the SI question. Apparently neither thinks I'm a danger to myself or others. They're probably right.
Pdoc also did the genesense test while I was there. She also thinks my meds may be counteracting each other. We're going to wait until the results come back and I take in my bloodwork from my PCP before any med adjustments.
I wanted sweeping huge changes by telling them this. I expected none. I got what I expected. I'm still miserable. I had memories while driving and pulled over just in time to vomit not in the truck.
My physical pain today is really high but that's to be expected with the rest of the problems.