If i hear one more person tell me to exercise to get energy I'm gonna scream. I can barely get the energy to go get wood from the wood pile. I just sit here wrapped up in blankets freezing a lot. How tf am I supposed to exercise. I could go to bed rn but i need to shower and eat and don't feel like doing either. I've had 400 mg of provigil, 30 mg of adderall, and a caffeine pill today and 2 teas with caffeine. I feel like I've been beat up. I'm sick of hearing people say "it's too early to go to bed" do you really think I ****ing care? I feel like I've smoked way too much weed and haven't touched any since last wednesday? Maybe one day I'll wake up.
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