Well things aren't exactly going well on my end. I have until March 31st to move out of my grandma's house because we're being evicted. Things have been tough on me since she passed in November and now I'm having to move back home with my mom. She will be coming up at the end of March to help me move. My disability hasn't been approved yet either so I might have to start all over when I get to her house .. we live in different states. But I did get approved for MediKan which is for people who are disabled and applying for SSI/SSDI. So at least I'll have health insurance for the next 1 1/2 months. My car is still broke down too, but my brother is on his way here to help me fix it. He should be here either tonight or tomorrow. Honestly, it feels like everytime I try to take 2 steps forward I get knocked 3 steps back. Everything keeps going wrong!! But I'm trying my best to remain positive and keep my head up above waters. I had a heck of a time trying to pay rent yesterday (we still have to pay rent while we stay @ my grandmas) .. took about an hour to get the money order I needed, because the place I get them from only takes cash and all of my money was on a PayPal card. I loathe PayPal. It's soo dang confusing to use. But I know I can't wait to be back home with my family. I'm pretty much alone where I'm staying, the only person who visits me is my sister and usually she wants something when she does come by. Right now she's trying to get me to let her use my car once it's up and running, but I'm not letting her because last time she broke something on my car from her rough driving. I'm not letting anybody use my car again actually!! Too much can go wrong. I just wish I was home already and away from this negative situation but I can't do anything until the end of March. I'm running out of meds too and can't get to my doctor's appointments because of my car not working. So I'm worried that my moods will flare up and I'll be back in the hospital when I can't afford to be in there. I feel like I'm just trapped in a room surrounded by chaos. Especially with everything going on ..