I need to be gentler with how I look.

I still feel really fat, and I consider myself one of the plus size people at work. I feel like people know I’m fat.

The thing is, I’m probably just average. I wear a size 8-10 and a small/medium in shirts.

I feel like my butt is huge. It’s flat but big.

I just need to listen to my mom and my doctor who say I look great. It doesn’t matter what I look like without clothes on. Because no ones going to see me without my clothes on.