I know exactly what that is like. I spent a lot of my teen years wishing I had a boyfriend. I saw my friends with theirs and wished I had someone to care for me like that. I look back and realize that I should have been concentrating on me. These are the only years that you have to be selfish do thing that you want to do just because you want to do them. Best of all if you want to take a class to learn something new it will most likely be on your parents account. I did have to work for stuff like that but if you can do it without paying for it yourself now is the time to do it. I didn't know it at the time but one guy that I use to pass by and occasionally talk to (we had no interest in each other at the time) would be my future husband. We met again when we were 21. We passed and started to talk, I was into stuff, joined teams started biking ect. we started talking and had so much to talk about he invited me to a coffee shop. I now have two kids and a husband to look after and it isn't just about me anymore. Sometimes I feel sad but I have to put my feeling on the back burner because he needs a hug more than I do. It is great I love my life, but now you can develop you and make you more interesting do that and through that you will find a guy that has the same interests as you and that you can have a ton of fun with. There is a guy out there for you and he will come along when the time is right.