Hi Dr. S,

Things seem to finally be quieting for me in my head. I still wish I saw you today and was seeing you tomorrow. 2 sleeps. We still need to have that meltdown/tantrum. I know this because I have been letting it leak out over my friendships. "You're leaving me". I know it's just a long weekend conference. I know you've offered a video visit. The 'you're leaving me' feeling just won't go away. I need help staying open to it and you. How?

love,
me