Two tears ago my wife walked out on me and took my two daughters with her. Every day i wake up and life seems so empty, why bother wakeing up i ask myself.... then i remember my girls. This brings happiness for a minute or two then it brings the pain of not being with them. Every day is a constant battle and some times im so close to loosing it but then i see my girls and their beatiful smiles and this gives me enough strenth to continue another day. I havent seen my girls for over a month now and i am finding it really hard to keep going. My ex has decided to go to mediation for visits wich is really horrible as i only get two hours every fortnight, but i suppose its better than nothing. I just had to rant sorry for boreing you and thanks for reading. ian