In all respect to those believing in God, I am not a christian, but I still have faith in life, in me.
I feel it’s a bit rude preaching like that. Prayers and everything- fine. Sounding like God is a missing link is not fine.

Anyway, not my post, so not my place to whine about that.

I am so sorry you har having such a rough time, SorryShaped.
I too think you have exhausted yourself. Too much at once, I assume you will get a though time ahead of you, and then it will get better.

You have opened a door in which much pain will come forth, but: it will give you the opportunity to heal. Or, well, more like you blasted it open, and everything comes falling over you at once.

You are strong, and you will heal. I hate it when I don’t have a place to go hibernate while I am healing my mind, trying to calm everything down. Under the blanket is fine, but always something or someone that interrupts that lone-space. I want to freeze time, be at peace alone- without everyone butting in. Can’t do that.

That inner spark in you will give you strength, you will fight this and raise even stronger. Our strength is our ability to get back on our feet after falling.

I hope you find some safe spots, and some time to feel peaceful.

I admire your strength, even when you think you are weak, you still seem very strong.

«Strongest there is»
I think it’s from a commercial or something. Things always pops up in my mind. That is one of my issues, if I start writing I could go on and on and on, like a never-ending story. My racing thoughts keep crawling out.

I am focusing on keeping on track. Point being: hang in there, it will get better. And you are strong. And even strong people needs rest. Especially after everything that has come into the surface.

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