Christina, I don't think it's the vaping. I was tired before I started vaping. I've been tired for years. I've been slowly lowering meds hoping that would help. Sometimes I'm ok, other times I'm tired asf. Now it just feels worse.

tsrc - the neuro just said it was arthritis causing the high sed rate and decided nothing else needed to be done. It worries me cause lupus runs on my dad's side of the family and nobody seems to want to listen to me about that. I'm not quite sure what dr I need to see to get things addressed and at this point I almost don't care. My CRP levels have been high for years. I think it was first tested when I saw a holistic dr in 2013? or was it 2014? I can't remember. I wish I could see him again. He'd probably figure **** out. Too bad he didn't have a sliding scale. I can't afford $200+ to see him though. The lab there is separate and I think they bill insurance separately so I think insurance would pay for the lab work. The best I felt in years was when I was seeing him. I guess I can try my GP again, but it takes a month to get into see her. I can see the PA but I feel like she doesn't listen to me or know wtf to do about anything. I have a physical in April, so I guess I'll have to wait till then. I'll see what the GI dr has to say first. I had an ultrasound on my liver and gallbladder today and they'll get the results this afternoon, so they'll probably call me tomorrow and I'll try to figure out what to do from there.

This "magical coffee" that's supposed to give you all this energy and everything isn't working. bahahaha. I feel like taking a nap. I drank it about 30 mins ago and still feel tired asf. I feel more focused though like I don't have ADHD at all, but my body still feels so heavy. Maybe I need a double dose. lmao. Oh well. I tried.