Feeling ok today. Worried about my son. I just wish he'd stop smoking weed. He bought more with his Christmas money. If I kick him out, he has nowhere to go. It's not that simple.

Had a physical yesterday. So glad I got the pap out of the way. It had been 6 yrs since I had one. My knee is still hurting from that fall. I'm gonna be starting pt on it soon.

Also doing trauma work with a new therapist. I like her but she calls in sick a lot. I don't have many options so I feel like I have to stick with her. The other agencies here that take medicaid have really high turn over rates and therapists that are just there to get some experience and then they move on once they do.

I'm just trying to be grateful for what I have. I have food, shelter, a family that loves me, 2 awesome cats, a loving somewhat healthy son, a car....life could be worse.

Hang in there everyone.