Hey Skeezyks, I have no idea. How are you doing today? It might be a good idea to see a doctor. Just perhaps to rule some things out, or in (stroke and dementia). You said you are doctor aversive. I am not sure why but don't want to pry. So I might make assumptions here, but would you be ok with going to the doctor and if they recommended medication, you could say no? Or throw it away if you really didn't want it / felt like you didn't need it.