I found out my Stepfather has cancer. I'm lost at feelings. Idk
How I feel. What I should feel. I suppose I should be sad which I kind of am. But he hasn't been the easiest person to love. For example....he couldn't handle my mom being so sick with MS. He moved in another woman and changed the locks on a home they shared together. She had to live with her sister for three years. My mom is totally disabled. She cannot work and struggles to survive on SSDI.

I guess I'm just struggling because he's done so many horrible things that last few years to my mom and younger half sisters. But he's never done anything to me. I do care about him. He has been decent with me.

I e already lost my dad and I really don't want to see this suffering. I can't imagine losing him too.