(((LT))) good writeup! You know i had a fear of getting kicked out when i started with this t, but it was more because i thought if i was even slightly cheerful, then my therapy would be over. I think that was because my parents pushed me to grow up so quickly. I couldnt believe him when he would tell me i could stay like indefinitely. I may be wearing out my welcome now, but for the first few years at least, i was always jumpy - insecure - about my place. In the family, i guess. Now THAT makes sense to me.