Have you ever made that mistake? I mean I don't even know where my head was at, I kinda had a feeling I took them already, but I popped them all twice because I was unsure....

I slept a total of 17 hours, and I am freakin happy as hell I actually woke up.

I am on a low dosage of Seroquel, a low dosage of Klonopin and I usually pop a pill of Melatonin because I have SO much trouble getting to sleep at night. My mind races like crazy at night, so I usually have to REALLY drug myself to get to sleep. It has been an ongoing struggle for quite some time.

But now, having this accidental double dose in my system, I feel GOD AWFUL. Like I am so overdrugged, and slow, the whole world feels like it is going in slow motion. I am sure I will be back to myself in a few days.

But man, what a SCARY feeling to go to sleep when its dark outside, and then WAKE up when its STILL dark outside, and being locked in a room for so long, that no one even noticed I was knocked out for that long. I don't think anyone would have noticed if I actually passed away, or would have even known to break down my door because something had gone terribly wrong.

I don't want to agonize over the details, but I am thanking my lucky stars that my mistake didn't cost me my life. I urge everyone, to be extra, extra careful when taking your pills. Sometimes we don't realize how powerful these drugs we are just popping into our mouths really are.

God is definitely on my side. Its not my time to go yet for sure.