Hi. i dont have any comments on your problem, but i have a problem of my own. im 19 and from england, and in 2001 my brother died. i slipped into perpetual depression which was worsened by drug use. by 2003 i was hearing and seeing stuff on TV, seeing stuff as i went to sleep and hearing voices. nearing the end of 2004 (say oct) i had a major panic attack (or severe, severe anxiety, which felt like panic) and it never left me. then was the first time i cried, as i was in a pit so deep i couldnt even imagine the end. so i go doctors then therapist then psychiatrist and am prescribed some mirtazapine. Now my crying has become unctrollable. its interferring with my pathetic life, as i anything makes me burst into tears. i was wondering whether anybody knows why this is? is it perhaps that i bottled up all the emotional battery over the past few years and now that the shelf of depression is lifting, the bottle falls off and smashes, and there's a %#@&#! storm or tears? i dont know what it is, i mean i used to feel A LOT worse, but now i'm tearful. post with any thoughts anyone <font color="black"> </font>