I have dreams, every night, that feel so real that I wake up feeling more tired, stressed, and fatigued. I spend most of my day in a fog and then do it all over again. I'm an unmedicated schizophrenic, the longer this goes on, the harder it is to differentiate between dreams and reality. To me this is all very disheartening. And as just a side note, apocalyptic dreams in relation to Christianity come from the fear the church uses to keep you "faithful". I'm no expert on dreams or Christianity, and certainly not trying to offend, that's just my opinion from personal experience.