I can't even describe how traumatic the session was.
Abuser contacted us right before the session. With the understanding we would see him after the session.
During the session could not speak. Just terror.
People were moving around inside the building. Walking past the room. Clanging. Banging. Footsteps. We were trapped in terror thinking he was outside the room, thinking he was coming in to get us.
We could not speak. T could not help. T could not get through the terror. I could not get out of it.
Then time was up.