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He asked me about sexual abuse, who was the abuser and how severe it was.
I anbswered him, and he said "OK, do you have any other family member?" I didn't want to talk about this but the kept insisting, I wanted to talk about my future.
Telling him was extremely distressing, his response increased the stress. He didn't give me anything to relief the stress, it was like an induced flashback on propouse .
Now I have intrusive memories and feel like ****, I have missed two days at college because of this.
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Crazy, inside and aside
Meds: bye bye meds
CPTSD and some sort of depression and weird perceptions
"Outwardly: dumbly, I shamble about, a thing that could never have been known as human, a
thing whose shape is so alien a travesty that humanity becomes more obscene for the vague resemblance."
I have no mouth and I must scream -Harlan Ellison-
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