...We normalized my feelings and she said this is exactly what can happen when I have no intimacy in my life. We talked about how I have to get better with communication with my wife. She's not a mind reader. I feel a lot better now, getting this off my chest. I told my T this and she said I was brave to tell her. She is an awesome T and I do love her.
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The best part I think is, she wants to bring my wife in on a session. Of course we won't tell me wife the "love" part. But I think things are going to work out. Today was a good day. Just hope the reliable Depression doesn't come back to quick. Trying to stay positive.